13.微微愁緒.

  第??早?醒??俞蘭陵?切正常???班??並??特別?思考?己?夠靈??竅??件事?

  即使????經主觀?意識???己獲????異??事情???並?打算告訴誰?

  ??事情?適合深深?藏????????話招?殺??禍??輕??

  更害怕??禍及親?和父母?雖?俞蘭陵年紀???????閱曆???????

  ??東西寧?信其???信其??

  工廠???事務?切正常?除??午比較忙碌?外??午幾乎??事情做?

  所??午俞蘭陵???所事事?度???因??年輕?夥??所??做?活路比較重?工資相????高?點?

  ?所??夠幹??活??主??因???部門??候??閑?雖?忙????候?忙???累?

  等??午?點??候??準??班?從工廠??走????晃晃悠悠?走?工業區??直?????悠閑?

  ???情?從??實?見????女孩?真實?容?????始變?愉悅非常?

  原因?許僅僅??因?女孩?美麗吧???厚非?畢竟窈窕淑女?君??逑?

  何況???樣?俗??俗???再俗?俗??

  ?許????因??己突??與眾?同??感??高?傲?

  ??樣?事情顯??????俞蘭陵???雖?俞蘭陵???經?始??愛慕?女孩?美麗容顏??

  ??實話??並???她?任何??實?念????兩??終究??同??世界?????點?完全相信?己?感覺?雖???東西完全?於??主觀判斷?和?往?經驗導致?

  ?管俞蘭陵??????與眾?同????法否定?????普普通通???事實?普普通通????普普通通?背景?

  華夏十幾億??口?誰又?夠知?像俞蘭陵?樣??????????批?

  甚至誰又?知???批?????少?比??優秀?比??厲害???管怎???目??止?並?認??己?什?厲害????

  ?管?何階層?種東西??直??定程度?存???俞蘭陵其實算?最底???層?吧????所謂?芸芸眾????員?

  俞蘭陵並??主觀?意識??己?異?????挖掘潛????許僅僅??成??觀察??世界、??社?????式或者?視角?

  至少目?????樣???所?????什?情況並????夠知??至少目??俞蘭陵尚顯?短淺?目光???它???夜晚遨遊??世界?工具和?式?

  ?????奇????奇其????活?式??活條件??及?活環境?

  ??點俞蘭陵顯?完全??例外??完全??通??種異?見識????層?士?或者?富豪達官顯貴?類????活?什?模樣??

  ????憑此見識????世?貧窮???活?什?樣??

  ?雖?窮????窮?飯?吃????種??

  用??暗???見識?滿足???難?填滿?求知欲?

  甚至?果???情算計?話????從其?獲???其?常??法?知?消息?

  ??利用??消息?達???或者獲?某?別???攫取?利益?

  用正則正?用邪則邪???工具本????什??壞?分?主?????用???什?樣???

  用??把它用?正途???便?正義??用?邪惡????它便?邪惡犯罪??

  至少俞蘭陵????壞??晚飯?經?工廠??吃?????????微微?嘴饞???超市??買????嘴??食??邊吃???邊?高?學校旁??直??散?步?

  ?並??第???回?租屋?打算?????外?晃悠?段???感受??夜?寧靜和美??

  ?於??樣庸庸碌碌?凡?????樣?美?真??異常?難??

  ?忙碌??????難??享受???閑靜??光????讓???舒適??

  俞蘭陵本??忙碌???午??午雖???太??工作????????什?休息和閑坐?

  晃悠??點左右??候???實?走??????點腳底板痛?所????點??候?返回??租屋?

  ??租屋????刷???比乎新聞?類?軟件?最?打?台燈?又?日記本?寫???玄?又玄?感悟和記錄?

  ??防止某?東西敗露?????用???己?夠??懂?話語?寫?

  ?果?某??知?真實情況??????日記??許?覺??寫?東西顛?倒??完全?法理解連接???

  ?俞蘭陵???乎???畢竟?寫??東西本??????讓任何?理解??????記錄??此?此刻微妙??情和今?所思所考?????感悟?

  記錄???讓????尋找??蛛絲馬跡????夠從??文字?找?????候??所需??信息?

  拿?粗糧平板??瀏覽???新聞?刷???短視頻?????關掉台燈??始入睡??

  ?果??往?話?????十點??十?點?樣??睡覺?

  因?????十???????十?????班?剩??十?????顯???充分釋放?己?靈??式和??????怎??夠????班?健康??活?

  ??12???工作???疑?讓?崩潰????拿?微薄?薪酬?糊口???辦法?事情?

  雖?俞蘭陵家向?數?代??主家庭??向?數兩?代?話?家?疑?貧苦?農民?

  ???父親??代??外?打工?工???????代???仍??外?離鄉打工?工??

  父母把?帶???世界?所?及?給??所????給??教育撫養??及其???切?

  更??東西?顯???靠俞蘭陵?己?獲取?

  至於?夠?達什??步???????造化??

  剛踏入社???候?雖???理??並???何?豐滿????實卻?於骨感?

  從學校進入社?產??巨?落差?難免讓?感???法轉變和抑鬱痛苦????活?貧困使??快速?完成???轉變?並像適應學校??活?樣?快速?適應?它??快速?進入?它?製度?

  ?其實?並?快樂???處於?種?活?????誰?快樂?呢??

  ?算快樂????苦?取樂罷??

  至少?俞蘭陵?類????????樣?