20.匯成一條命運的線

  既?感覺??累????????應該??再取?什?進步??

  ?放空??己任由?己?靈??翱翔?尋找??第??醒???候??並??夠記??己??哪?

  昨晚???己??租屋??努???番?最?似?所獲?卻似乎又??所獲?

  似?所獲??因??覺?似乎?真????慢慢?探索???己?異??

  ??收獲?因??真???取?任何質或者形式???點進步?????所謂????畢竟?長??

  整理??番洗漱???樓??包?鋪買?幾?包?和豆漿??漫步???班??

  ?班?路途?難免??今????像昨??樣幸運?又放假??樣?錯覺???讀書??候??常?????幸運女?顯????永遠?站???邊?今?並??放假?

  離工廠?遠??候?遠遠???工廠門口?????進進?????明???放假?願望落空??

  雖??家?略顯?聊???誰願意??班?

  ?實話?即使??班??程?和工友?各種各樣?玩笑????趣??因?????部門?條線??工作活路比較重?所??幾乎???什?女孩?

  ?算?估計????十歲??媽?女孩?特別?漂亮?女孩?其實??活??果????話??算??劑?錯?調味劑????活添加許?美麗?色彩?

  ?像俞蘭陵剛獲?異???幾??因??扣工資等原因??鬱悶??因?遇????高樓?傷?哭泣?蘭花般?女孩???才?始情慢慢?轉?直至???仍???平穩???

  既??法避免??班?????渴望活路少?點嘍?

  畢竟?樣?工廠本???混??????主?????賺錢??學??東西並????果硬???夠鍛煉?體?話?其實?己?家難?鍛煉???體嗎?

  ???重活?夠鍛煉?體?其實?更????欺欺?吧??雖??夠掙?錢糊口??更??其實??意義?重複機械運動?

  ????????耗費青春?年輕??應該?學??技術??什??技術??哪?學?其實並?知??

  ???打工??迷茫?原因吧?雖????輩?直???學技術最?????愁吃穿???代日新月異?誰又?確定?項技術永遠???落?

  保持?己?學習???最???空談學技術??卻?門?入??又?什?辦法呢?

  ????夠異常簡單?學習技術?因?家??門路??親戚?做??????輕易?進????樣????家境?錯?又怎??輟學?打工?

  雖?輟學並?讓俞蘭陵?悔????少少??????遺憾吧?

  當別??坐?書桌??聽?講台??老師講課?當別????體育課???女同學美麗青春??姿?采????卻?工???日複?日?夜複?夜?汗流滿??頂?烈日?搬磚?????實???淒慘?

  ?少???遺憾吧?遺憾??美???夠?經曆???即使因?醜??定幸運??夠談戀愛?????????嘛?

  ??社?????少?夠像學校???樣?次性??????女孩?

  特別????種城市邊緣?區?工廠??打工?

  ?學校??萬?幸運遇?眼瞎?女孩???????場轟轟烈烈?戀愛?????定??

  ?愛情始於顏值????????條真理?

  俞蘭陵?認??己???始愛情?鑰匙??果事實情況真??樣?話?

  ??活?其實真????樣?????妨?

  今??活路?直?比較繁忙?????特別繁忙???持續??直?做??

  等??班??候?又?累成?狗?樣????點?十??候?????經打掃完衛?關?門?走??廠房?

  ????數?工廠?綠化?坐??等??班?????產部門領導??把打卡房??玻璃門打??

  ??打卡??????班???數男???抽?煙等待?

  俞蘭陵?己並??抽煙?習慣?此?此刻部門???數???聚集?????抬眼望??年輕?女孩?????幾???卻???男?或者???十歲??媽??????群?主體?

  像俞蘭陵?樣?十歲左右??年輕??少??????真??算淒涼??

  其實??候仔細回??往?話???夠???己?所??走???步?????原因???管?己承?承認?

  ??候偶爾?渴望?夠再走?遍往昔走??路?即使?己??改變任何東西事情??卻?妨礙??重走?段路???

  因????再??次??條路???、事、物和?景??管它?苦難??快樂?

  因?再經曆便???另?番??景???世?並???樣?奇?事情?至少?樣?事情並????????俞蘭陵???

  ?夠??定程度?靈??竅其實???經算?萬??????又怎??再渴望其?什?呢?

  ???終究????????命??怎?辦?

  審視???己??往???其實??東西??跡?循?最?慢慢?匯成?條叫做命運?線?讓???反抗??又???深夜悲傷?咀嚼吞咽????傾訴?

  ?班???光總?悠閑??悠閑?走??條工業區??直路????夕陽?遠處慢慢??山?夕陽?餘暉普照??條????路旁稀疏?行???影?倒映??路?形成??美麗?斑紋?給?條??披???秘?具?回憶色彩?元素?

  悠閑?走回??租屋所???片???並??急回????租屋??遠?處???條潯潯流???河??走?河邊?倚靠?河?石杆??靜靜???河水慢慢流??

  此?落??半?夕陽?臉?倒映?河水?反射?金色?粼粼?光?又反射?俞蘭陵???和臉??勾勒??副回憶??畫卷??

  河水??偶爾??魚?遊動?

  ?條河?算清澈?偶爾??????洗衣??並??夠成?飲用水?