28.突如其來的痛苦. 新

  俞蘭陵?所????情????因?????做??實驗?

  實驗???己?????候睡??????靈??竅?

  ?果???話??????話其實俞蘭陵???????候?用肉體活動??畢竟肉體走????疲累?

  既???????馬??嚐試?回??租屋???把門反鎖??把窗簾拉?躺??床??

  蓋???????始遐思冥????盡快?睡???????睡???輕易?

  ?幾分鍾??睡????????情況並???往?樣?

  ??感覺?己似乎?困???己??體?內???算困??體?內吧????種?己?包裹???體???感覺?

  ?像?皮包?餡?

  ??嚐試?????感覺?己?????????似乎???程???點累?

  ???確????

  ?距離?己??體並?遠????樣???己??體??感覺??奇妙?

  跟夜晚??候?行並??樣?此?此刻?感覺?己?意識完全?清醒??

  ????思考??並?像夜晚??候????樣????全部覺醒??此?此刻??像??全部覺醒?????

  ?向?己??體靠近???明顯?感覺???己?體?狀態?

  它並?像夜晚?樣安穩?與其??????體狀態??沉睡??????????體狀態?其實??昏迷?失??靈??昏迷?

  ??體旁邊逗留?????思考???問題?

  ???又重新回???體?內?喚醒??己??體?

  並??太???適??從床?撐??坐????拿?放?桌???茶水喝??口??稍微冷靜????

  冷靜???又?次?睡????股?己?包裹???體???感覺又?次????

  ??輕易??從?體??????並??????束縛?

  即使剛嚐試??候??感覺??束縛?

  ?從?租屋?門走??????順?樓梯走???????正站??租屋?門?內?

  ???向外走幾步???陽光普照???????並?清??己?狀態?什?狀態??靈???鬼?

  ?兩者又?什??同?乃至?什?相同?

  ??種種??並?清???印象???論??家?靈??竅???佛家?相關法門?其實似乎??????堪用?

  猶豫??久??終於??躡?躡腳?試探?????首先?將??腳伸????並????什??

  其次?慢慢?半?????????????什??

  ???整?靈????????陽光??沐浴??並????什????任何??適?

  果???應該??夠?陽光??存????????算?什?呢?

  ?且?果???體死亡????靈?狀態???否?消失?

  ??雜?雜???法?????俞蘭陵?腦海???回?????

  俞蘭陵??第?次?思考相關?類似問題?????問題?實話??????答案?

  空??顯??完全????????事情?許??等??和事情?考驗和解答?否則??????答案??

  俞蘭陵????????城市??處轉悠?????日????顯??完全體??己????己完整?思維和邏輯?式?

  觀察東西?比夜晚??己?更加?深層仔細?

  ???趁此機????何東禾?????她?情況?

  昨?順從??股牽引??己??量?何東禾???雖???己?淺層意識????候?意識??稍微??點清醒??所?路線??模糊?記??

  所??完全??摸索????惜??事與願違?

  ???摸索?何東禾???感覺?陣突?其??疲累漫?????讓??法再?進?

  ????思考???正常???明明感覺?己????半????樣???此?此刻???情況確實讓??點措??及?

  ??思考??繼續?進???退??候?整?靈?狀態突?變???痛苦?

  ???種?法言比?痛苦??知?從何?????卻痛入骨髓???奈??慌忙?原路返回?

  返回並??用??太久????痛苦激????潛??使???花??兩分鍾?回???己??租屋?

  ?路行????經知?躲?陰涼??、?光?處???用?

  等?回??租屋床?躺???己??體?內????遍布靈??徹骨痛苦?才終於慢慢消??

  ???體?慢慢?醒???醒???十萬分??舒服??感覺???股?法抑製??痛?乃至從?體各處傳??痛?

  ?幾乎?敢???因???稍微???點動作??疼痛似乎??瞬?痛死??

  所????躺??動??算??根指???敢動???似乎此?此刻??稍微動???????直接痛死?

  ???種?法言語?痛???靜止似乎才?稍微?緩解???

  ??萬事??利弊??果????己?體???庇護所??論???晚????日?似乎最終??結果???消亡?

  畢竟??果靈?真????安居?所???顯??離消亡???遠??

  ??和黑夜?差別??許??消散?快與慢?區別???

  俞蘭陵躺??久??並?記?????醒???候?似乎?經?午夜??

  ?日?痛剛?始???法抵抗?痛苦???靜靜??動?直至???直接昏迷????

  ??即使昏迷??????仍???逃脫?徹骨?疼痛??昏迷?????痛??法呻吟、呼吸??法移動?體?甚至??法思考?

  ??似乎?切?慢慢?緩???????慢慢?撐?床從床?坐?????

  ???痛苦??遺症??腦海??遺留?似乎稍微動????引?疼痛似???使????敢?太??舉動?

  ?????痛苦並??再次襲???勉強拿??從褲兜??掉落?床邊??機?????????早?淩晨?點????第???淩晨?點?