第一章 故事應該有開始

  ??叫許文濤??渝市川區棠湖國立???高?學??

  今???高考完?日???月?號?

  ??考場??感???種平靜?考試?題目與平?練?題目相比較?者?簡單?????即便??樣????????做?空???片??用??考?十分糟糕???????考場??痛哭流涕?讀??年高??辛辛苦苦?年??最?卻??考????己理???學??????己?僅僅辜負?年??光??辜負?父母?更辜負??己?

  悔恨嗎?遺憾嗎??悔嗎???知???己?路?己再走?即使走?再爛?????己?????算?????成??口???金錢?奔波??活?????己今??努?導致??怪誰呢?

  怪?己????錯????悔又?什?用呢??己種??苦難?己承受?????本?艱難?

  ?站??樓樓梯口?透?窗口??遠??山和遠??雲朵??山與?相接???泛?微微?火紅色紅霞??座座?山丘相挨???像?平和?波浪?樣???伏伏?

  ??高??活結束????再?繁??又複雜?作業???再?早貪黑?學習??用?課堂?忍受瞌睡?侵襲???用再理????像???姨媽?英語老師?嗯???班主任……


  所??所???切??切?結束??明??嶄新????更?嶄新????

  深呼吸?吸??呼??內?平靜?嘴角微微笑?

  關於暑假?活????打暑假工?賺點錢買?台??點?筆記本電腦???網查?查?米筆記本??千?呢?所??打算幹兩?月?????錯??法?至少??認???錯?嗯??幹?幹?立馬?始打電話?

  “歡迎致電渝市川區?哥??資源管理?限公司……”?嗯?搞??模?樣???電鈴聲?特別?設置??????公司??錯?

  “喂????歡迎致電?哥??資源?限公司?請問您?找工作嗎?”??比較磁性?聲音從?機?傳??

  “噢????咳咳?嗯??????高?畢業?學????打暑假工?”?慌慌張張?略?點語?倫次?答??

  “哦?同學??????邊暑假工??進廠工作?包吃包住?底薪1850元?每??工作12??????算?加班???加班費?節假日?加班費???月??綜合工資?3500?4200元?工作相?簡單??需?學曆和培訓??簡單?活兒??樣???????廠??????概什??候???嘛?????廠附近接??”


  ?乍?聽?啥?進廠????實話?聽????內?其實?點?怕?因?????主???傳銷組織????拉進?????限製?由????洗腦?啊?太恐怖???行???拒絕??嗯?委婉?點…


  “??叔叔?????????????便?廠??????回老家?趟???把??東西搬回??”???話?????糾結?因?????話太違???????????成年???遲早??進入社??????提?體驗?????????體驗版?付費版??學畢業??

  ????社??黑暗??於剛進入社???????極其?適應??因?學校?教??何?增加?己?修養和內涵??算????往????學校至少?教??遵守規則吧??進?社?????????其實並?遵守規則??性?黑暗暴露??覽?餘?

  當????社???事與?己內??認知相抵觸??????社?感?恐懼?????進入社???法?

  ???比????溫暖魚缸??幼魚?每?????喂養?永遠??適宜?水溫???????水缸?玻璃破??幼魚長?成?魚??魚?脫離溫暖?水缸???????水塘河流???見識??河山???見識青山綠水?

  ???程往往伴隨?痛苦?獨???抗住所??????瞬???迫承受所??所??

  ??父母老????妹妹????????娶媳婦呢?????????做?事……


  ?辦法?????迫使?向?????退路??

  ??????話口?轉?

  “等等??樣吧??明?應該?????明????吧?”


  “????候?跟?打?電話嘛……”


  結束?通話?放??機??才突?覺?迷茫?雙眼空洞?腦???片空???知?該幹什???像?活失??目標?

  遠??萬??雲?藍???許?絲?拉?又細又長??像街邊吹?老高老高?棉花糖細絲?淡?幾乎??忽略?微?拂?百?聊賴打?轉兒?綠葉?毒辣?陽光照亮??片???每??黑暗?角落????避免??陽光??磅礴?聖??量?毫?保留??賜給??片?陸??每???靈?

  ?吧???俗??點?熱??熱?真??熱??像?幾年??年比?年熱???知???類?環境?破壞?導致全球全球?候變暖???????類?受熱??越?越差?反正??管怎???炎炎夏日?感謝空調救??命?

  ??????愛?像狂?暴雨?晴空萬??突?暴?雨?畢業?痛啊???????經曆???經曆???切?感性?點?遇?挫折????又覺?長??應該學?承受??????該默默承受?????讓?家知??本??件?事?卻?????情緒?????別???覺??矯情?

  當???果???覺?痛苦?放??防??????選擇脆弱??更痛苦?因?別??嘲笑?????????當年????????聽????種安慰?實際????種病態??理??當年??痛苦???什???將當年?痛苦繼續傳遞?

  ????其實????班主任?高??年??成績始終吊車尾?卻始終夢???逆襲?典型??比?高?命比紙薄?於???活打擊????漸漸??失??信???活?度沉淪?課??聽?作業??寫????內???直????怒吼??什??服輸????家?明???果努??用?話????才幹什??

  ?概?老師覺????提升???????召喚??辦公室???晚??????第?次?外??第?次卸??防?結果?嘲笑?體?完膚??感受???她?張皮囊????顆毫??意?冷漠??

  長?????許?應該像???樣?像她?樣??段成長路程?許她走???她?高度???????經曆???值?提??重????????經曆????比????候摔跤??覺?委屈??哭?長???????回?????候?次摔跤???覺?委屈嗎?當??????長???怎???覺?委屈??果??候碰???和?當年?樣????摔跤?????委屈??與?卸??防??話???聽?????每??點????????點???覺?什??因此???覺???孩??行?當???例?舉????恰當???????理??????理?另外??班主任????歲??高??複讀??年?

  夜晚?臨?夜?活才剛剛?始?雖?炎熱依舊??相?於??????經????因????太陽?囚禁??家呆?????便湧?街??

  城市?夜晚才繁華?

  琳琅滿目?商品??光十色?霓虹燈?川流?息?汽車?形形色色各種各樣?????社?呐?

  ?走??街??帶?耳機?聽?歌??仿佛?像??旁觀者?樣?冷眼?????世界所????切?陽光??陰暗??漂亮??醜陋???????關?耳邊?音樂仿佛才???靈?歸宿??論??種?節奏鼓點????種寧靜?鋼琴曲?或者??富含感情?伴奏???傳遞?靈?情感?所?聽歌聽???歌????己??己???怎樣??聽歌?格??怎樣??

  漸漸???從繁華?路段走???繁華?路段???稍微冷清???????幾??從??邊經??

  “咦???什??候???家書店?洪荒書店?”??禁疑惑????書店外?????點複古???裝飾卻並?俗????華麗?反??新穎??家店??像才?業?呀?帶?疑惑?走進?????

  推?門????眼???幕??實話???震撼?????某華書店?某泓書店?弱爆???種場????書店?正?????巨??書本石雕?石雕附近??書架?書架圍繞?石雕?書架????半圓?周圍?其它裝飾??別致?整體?????種古香古色?感覺?石雕書本?敞??十?度斜躺???樣?設計??錯?讓顧客?眼?????書?內容????奇怪??本石雕?書?工匠作者並?????雕刻任何字?亂??糟?花紋卻?少?

  ?覺??奇??於本?並伸??觸摸??剛剛?摸????感覺?像?什?鋒利?東西劃破????指?嚇??趕忙縮回????把?反?????臥草?居?流血??麻蛋??破石???鋒利?????危險??定?和???工作?員???於???打算找工作?員???????????事?

  ??書店??????????

  什?情況?

  “塔……塔……塔……”?陣富?節奏?敲擊聲從背?傳??像?高跟鞋???走?聲音?又像??指?桌??敲擊?聲音?

  ?猛??回???聲喊??“什?鬼????”?????除?門?空空?????書充實?書架?外???任何????

  ?突?覺???異常安靜?安靜???聽見?己?呼吸??己??跳???種?朦朧?感覺?感覺門外?繁華?世界?越?越暗淡?燈光?越?越柔和??像夜晚?篝火?樣?給?溫暖?

  模糊??石雕?書?剛剛?摸??????絲血色?吸收?進??石書?紋路?像??桶??水?黃鱔?樣?紋路扭曲?剛?始?扭?十分卡頓??像?缺水?泥?越攪越幹????卻?越?越快?仿佛?刻??散架?般?

  書店外???空?始暗雷湧動??周??雲湧?剛剛?圓月高掛忽???布滿?烏雲?街??行??紛紛?始躲避?

  突????驚雷?像??把刺破黑夜?利刃?直指??書店?位置??光閃??幾秒??巨??雷聲仿佛?擊破眾??耳膜?

  轟隆隆……


  ?知什??候?雨?始淅淅瀝瀝?落??巨??火光終於照?????臉???知誰??聲?吼劃破??邊?冷清?

  “?火???火???家快?啊??火??快快打救火電話?”


  消防車?快????雖???雨????雨絲毫澆?滅救火員?信念???同樣?澆?滅?書店??火……


  雨?救火隊員?井??序?消防組長問眾?:“?書店????嗎?”?家?臉?知情?組長???家夥?明???

  “?王??陳?進?排查????????????注意安全??果火勢太??進?????進???知?嗎?”


  半?????書店??

  吸收?血絲?石書依舊變?異樣?扭曲?十分古怪??空降???閃電?穿?重重障礙??偏?倚剛?劈??石書???

  ?雷劈??石書更?充滿??秘?屬性??本書?始違背??規律?脫離?引??束縛?始懸空??周???火球?書店??書染?火??始燒??????卻依舊站?距?門十米?位置?兩眼空洞?望?外???動?動?

  石書外??石?碎裂???塊??塊?掉??板????種架勢?仿佛石書??什??奇?東西??世?般?

  終於?當最??塊石?掉落??本金色?半透明書懸浮?空???本書翻?極快?金色?光芒?越?越亮?轉眼??便將?籠罩??金色氤氳????化作??團火?熊熊燃燒……


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  “新聞速遞?本市昨?夜?老城區?家書店?幸?雷劈????火災?隨?消防車趕???火?及?撲滅?此次火災???員傷亡?”


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