第五十一章:掙紮 1

  命運總愛給?太?措??及?變化????命運?????任何??抗拒??量????邊接受?命運?安排??邊又?甘於命運?擺布????邊筋疲?竭?掙紮???跳脫??己?囚籠??邊苦苦經營??己???監牢?

  星哥比?????歲???候?愛學習?總調皮搗蛋???放牛??候滿山遍野瘋玩?漸漸????念完?學?????嶺腳??希望?學???候馬鬃嶺?幫孩???同??學校?因?家?窮???住校?住?家??每??早????草草吃點東西?往嶺?學校???放學??回嶺??

  ??候因?頑皮???候??雨?????學校?幾?孩?跑?嶺腰找?水田???打?滾???泥水跑回家跟爹媽?漲水??路?水太??????????學??爹媽?知?嶺腰經常漲水?淹?路又濕又滑???又?懸崖?再加?孩???泥土濕漉漉???疼極????孩????????問??

  ??候?晴???愛?學?幾?孩?跑?嶺腰找?林??鑽???邊玩?整?牌?餓??跑?林?邊土????家種?土豆紅苕?摳幾????兜??林???燒?火烤熟?吃?混????????午???回家吃飯??

  家??長輩?其實?知?孩??????學校?因???候老師?通?各種途徑告訴家長?誰家孩?什??候???學校??家???知?????家長?做?????罵幾句?打幾????候?孩?皮實?打幾?罵幾???乎?嬉皮笑臉??混????家?????意孩??學校?學?什?名堂?孩?太????打工?????所??求孩???學校安安????幾年???年齡??送??打工??

  星哥???瞎混???初??年?畢業???跟??年代???數??樣?跟?村??青壯年?塊??羊城??始?屬於?己?獨立?????候農村?部分?孩?最向往??活???趕緊?長??初?畢業????遠門????外??花花世界??掙錢??擺脫馬鬃嶺??貧窮??????己?外??闖蕩?番???定?闖?和別???樣????

  星哥?羊城??候才十??歲?屬於童工??般?工廠?太敢???進?工廠??私??廠?工資?低??至少?愁吃穿用度?剛剛從?山?走???孩?容易滿足??吃飽穿暖??每?月??領?點錢?給家??爹媽寄回家?部分?留??部分作??花錢??樣?日??挺舒??

  漸漸?熬?兩?年?年紀??????作?工廠?正式員工??工資?高????始???城市熟悉????於??始?真正?屬於?己?獨立??活?叛逆?年紀??遠?異鄉?????管束?己??於?所???性?釋放????

  ??????始??候????跟??幫老鄉??玩?漸漸????紙醉金迷?世界迷惑??於??漸漸?放???己?????甘於?己??狀?因?別??比?己活?更像????己從農村走?????體驗?富足??活?什?樣????又???己努??爭取?己????切?所????年代?農村???孩???????因此走??邪路?

  星哥?最?始??候??安安????工廠??班??認真???屬於?己???活?偶爾跟?老鄉??玩????夠控製?己內???欲望??夠收?回?己脫韁?野馬??廠?認識?跟?己差????鄰省?女孩?慢慢?熟悉????兩??走???????同?農村???孩???異??鄉?兩????太??共同語言?

  星哥?馬鬃嶺?第??帶?外鄉媳婦回?結婚???馬鬃嶺?引??轟動?兩???婚禮雖???傳統?迎親抬轎?????女?哭嫁?熱鬧場????星哥?婚禮??客?特別??周圍??全?趕??外省媳婦??山?海?賓客?星哥??輝煌?巔峰????婚禮雖?簡單??????知足?

  兩??結完婚????馬鬃嶺呆??段???星哥迎??家??新?成員??己?兒?????星哥?幸福?源於?活?點點滴滴???己?愛?女????己?兒????己???完成?????世界?應該做???切??父母???總算????交代?傳宗接代總歸?????事??己完成???錯???次?總算??逃學?

  ??孩????星哥星嫂?家?呆??半年?孩?斷奶???兩??又雙雙?門??羊城?把孩?給?己?爹媽帶??年輕??世界?屬於外?廣闊?空??留???貧窮??山??掙紮??名堂???外??論怎樣????讓?家?衣食?憂??

  星哥星嫂再?次??羊城?星嫂找???工廠?始?班?星哥跟?老鄉??建築工???工??忙活完??回?兩??租??窩?倒?甜甜蜜蜜海誓山盟?每年?年??候?請?長假?回家??老?????孩??完年又???日?雖?平淡??總算相依相伴???候兩?????????????羊城周邊走?走????或者?約?幾?老鄉約?????幾??十幾??????喝酒聊??????話?或??????更??辦法?夢??改變?????情景?

  ?活總??樣?累???總歸??直向?拚??奔?更??路??行?