第五十三章:放縱

  城市???染缸?農村其實??樣?雖???數?農民依舊保持??己?淳樸??依舊躲??思?和欲望?熏染??總??產????欲望?控製?住欲望?滋???貪念和奢求??欲望???滿足??候???產?煩惱?伴隨左右????做????把?己煩惱?根源找??控製住?己?欲望和?法?才?真正?快樂???

  ??並??每???懂?怎?找??己煩惱?根源?或者?並??每????清??知??己???究竟?什??所?並??每??????把?己從煩惱苦海?解脫??????習慣性?站??己?角度思考遇??任何問題?因此?習慣於?當???處理所遇??事情?並??考慮?別??感覺?所?才??更?爭執?爭執?結果當??解決問題??私???難?跟別?解決與利益?關?問題??因?性格?私????更????己?利益?性格??私???傳染??

  ??家庭????果?????私???導致遇?任何事情?斤斤計較???久?其????受?????影響?變?斤斤計較???所?????活?環境決定????什?樣????孩?成長??程尤其?此?家??環境導致?孩?性格?成熟??什?樣???農村???擺脫??惡性循環基本??????因?????把孩?隔離???????讓??接觸所謂???習慣?或者??算隔離???誰又?保證??成長???真正?正常?所???成長?程??需?????引導者?指明?己?進??路和?向?

  ?活??容易?????活又?艱辛????活容易??因???讓?己活???容易??需?努??拚搏?總?活??辦法????活艱辛??因?每??????樣?樣??法????讓?活達??己?目標?或者達??己???樣??需?付???努?????程?艱難??

  學哥??家???員?伯家第??兒??員?伯???兒???兒?成年??送?做??門女婿??兒?初?畢業???打工??本?學哥???嶺?做?門女婿????學哥?嶺?住?慣?結婚??兩??長期?羊城打工?????孩????把孩?給嶽父帶???己??每年?年??候才回家????????嶽父家住??兩?????回馬鬃嶺?等?完年???又?門?

  學哥?嶽父??家?姨夫??哥?所?學嫂跟?家?親近?每年?馬鬃嶺??????家坐坐?學嫂???漂亮?女?????溫婉?女??她?母親?她?????候??世???父親獨???帶?她和妹妹?活?所?她????獨立?女??獨立?女????己內??堅持?東西??婚姻??最難掌控???注定?學嫂婚姻??幸?

  學哥從????混???愛學習?喜歡打牌賭博??花??愛跟別?女?眉?眼???????羊城??候依舊?此?每?月工資????揣?錢??賭博?把工資輸?精光才?回家???常?外?找?其?女??夜?所?兩??經常吵架?每次?吵??凶??樣?日?????艱難??太累?

  ??樣??活??兩??苦苦?堅持?幾年?吵吵鬧鬧分分合合?最???離?婚?離婚??孩?給?學哥?兩????什?財產?學嫂?己獨??戶?學哥把孩?接?馬鬃嶺?交給?己員?伯養???又??門??羊城?依舊??班?依舊賭博?依舊玩女??

  ??幾年?又找???女?帶回?馬鬃嶺?結?婚?第??學嫂比?????學嫂脾??溫和????管學哥?外?怎?胡混?回?家?她?????所?更加放縱?學哥?第??兒??????學哥?帶?學嫂回?馬鬃嶺?買??輛皮卡車?承包?幾十畝土??始種烤煙?再???????

  ?家?承包土?種烤煙??候?每年??請工?幫忙??村??年輕????門打工?????老年?或?女??家帶?孩??孩?學????給村?承包土???家幹活掙點?用錢?學哥家?同樣?十幾??樣?老?和女???於花??學哥????求?????學哥?家做?幾年???家幹?活?女??跟???樣?樣?緋聞故事???非非真真假假難?分辨?

  ?學哥??活????賭博和女????最愛????賭博?????活?激情???性格??安分?因?需?刺激?才?讓???活??平靜?????女?屬於?活?附庸??平淡?水??活??調味劑???讓?己??愉悅?讓?己??活充滿朝?????己?邊?依舊?女?圍繞????覺??己依舊青春??活?滋?味?

  學哥?直?放縱?己?欲望??活?欲望??體?欲望????釋放????才???輕鬆?學哥??乎別?怎??待?己?即使周圍鄰居關於??謠言???????解釋?依舊故??別?給予??毀譽??夠坦?受??並??因?誰??壞話遷怒於誰??活該?什?樣?依舊?什?樣????樣??活?最純粹?

  ???控製?己?任何欲望?????什?超??己???欲望??樣??活????????用背負什????需???什??己解決???事情????切???己?掌控?????隨?所欲?做?己?做?任何事??需?計較任何???法?法???需?做???己?足夠??

  ?活給??什?????坦??????嚐試改變什???靜靜?享受?活??啊??活??享受??別??煩惱與?己??關係????己快樂????許???私???別???並?公平?????己????己喜歡???最???