第一章 比丘童年
?1980年11月05日?距離立冬??兩???????經轉涼???蒙蒙亮??細雨?夾雜??冰渣?劈?啪啦?吹打?紙糊?窗戶??古慶林?外?焦急?跺?腳打?轉?因?老婆?屋??????接?婆?屋?忙?忙??????叫龍灣村??山村?伴隨??陣哭啼聲?孩?誕???接?婆?聲???喊?“????????帶把??”??古家第??孩??由於營養?良?老婆?體?直孱弱?老古高興?衝進?屋??抱??兒?親?親??老婆躺?炕?滿??汗?像脫??層皮?默默???爺倆?老古?趕緊做?土炕邊?輕聲??老婆??“老婆?真棒?辛苦??”?老婆?給孩???名字吧?老古咂摸??口煙袋????“孩??立冬????早晨????叫古冬辰吧”?老婆點?讚許?
???貧窮??山村????啥掙錢?門路?老古??靠給村??打坯（農村蓋房??用??磚）?掙點錢?養家?打坯?????活?老古雖????十歲???由於長期?打坯?腰肌勞損?走?路??直??腰??像?老??所?村???管?叫老古?轉眼?古冬辰?經?歲???帶?男孩??股頑皮勁???剛吃完飯把碗扣????當帽??逗?全家??仰?合?老古??弟弟?叫古慶森?娶?當??名??辣椒（潑辣媳婦）?剛結婚?年??辣椒給古慶森???閨女???老古?家?兒???活潑?愛??辣椒?似醋壇?打翻?斜眼??古冬辰?院?奔跑嬉戲?懷?抱??閨女感覺成?累贅????年代?誰家媳婦??帶把???像高??等?誰家媳婦??閨女??門??抬????重男輕女真?害死??
老古和媳婦?恩愛??古冬辰剛????久??忍?住?己?欲望?晚?和媳婦秀恩愛?媳婦??雖????完全恢複??????迎合老公?誰知???久媳婦?懷???媳婦躺?老古懷??知所措?老古歎??“既?懷???咱???反正冬辰??娃將??孤單???辛苦???”??老古憐惜?親???媳婦?額??
?????快?老古媳婦又?臨盆???次老古媳婦???直?弱??完冬辰???恢複??緊接?又???胎??於??女?真?非常?容易??今年??旱???收成非常???緊靠老古打坯掙??點?憐?收入?連給媳婦買?雞補補?錢??夠????快幹?冒煙?????太陽烤?村???所??、所???命???????老古?門外焦躁?等????停?擊打?門框?因?剛才接?婆?媳婦?次難產??????????孩???????????分?秒鍾???轉眼又????????真?急死????冬辰??太懂?底???什?事情?????爸爸急?滿??汗???攥?煙袋杆?停?磕打?門口??石墩??用??緊緊?拽?爸爸?粗布衣角??聲?吭?又??半??????終於傳??動靜?孩???????知?否由於憋???太久?緣故?孩?剛????直?哭???????終於孩?哭??“??女娃???女娃”接?婆鬆??口?????哪知????候老古媳婦突???血?接?婆???慌??腳?她????村????普通婦女???專業?醫學知識???控製?住?趕緊告訴老古?趕緊送醫院吧??????及??老古把弟弟古慶森趕緊找??急急忙忙找??輛破拉車?把老婆放?車??往醫院趕?縣城?醫院距離龍灣村?30?公??況且??山路??拉?車?幾???才????知?老?爺???熱????突??烏雲密布??????????暴雨?老古??車?昏迷?妻??踩?泥濘?山路繼續往?奔跑????候弟弟古慶森???旁邊推車邊喊??“哥?嫂??像?行??”老古滿臉?雨水混織?泥水??相信?己?耳朵??顧奮??往?奔?突?腳底??打滑?摔倒?????轉???車?臉色蒼??妻??弟弟古慶森?指輕輕?湊?嫂??鼻孔邊?向老古擺?擺??老古?助?癱倒?泥???任憑?雨?侵淋?老古抬眼望?空?傾瀉?雨水??像???萬把尖刀刺向??己??叫??“老?爺、老?爺???什??樣????什??”
古冬辰???己?母親??樣離???世?嘴??停?喊??媽媽?媽媽??村???幫助??老古終於把妻??喪事辦完??老古?像???老?十歲????夜?????半?背更駝????嗷嗷待哺??女兒??臉??奈?????家夥???“既???雨?????叫?古冬雨吧????永遠見????母親??”?完老淚縱橫??經兩歲?古冬辰??旁靜靜???眼?????切??聲?吭??
由於??奶水?老古??勉強用?米湯喂養??憐?孩?????鄰居和村民經常??送?紅糖和雞蛋?給老古??安慰?弟弟古慶森?偶爾??送?米????媳婦?辣椒每次回???把古慶森??頓數落?“?己?老婆和孩??養?活???老?別?家幫忙????糧食????刮??嗎?跟????算???輩?血黴??”老實巴交?古慶森半?憋??句??“???咱哥嗎?嫂?剛走??倆孩?太?憐??”?辣椒見古慶森頂嘴?更加?依?饒?吼??“???憐?????娘倆跟?????享???福??嫂?走?難?成???養???輩???????什?救苦救難?觀世音菩薩?”
由於老古由於?照顧兩?孩?????掙錢?營???活每況愈???剛?十???感覺像??十?老????古冬辰?歲??始?吃百家飯??活?鄰居?腸???經常把剩??飯菜?窩窩?給冬辰留??冬辰拿?????飯菜????????吃???數吃?半?剩??半帶回家給爸爸和妹妹冬雨?當???少遭別???眼?尤其??辣椒嬸嬸???把最差?飯菜給??更?甚者???把喂豬?豬食?糊弄?冬辰?走??冷嘲熱諷?喊???叫花??