第十八章 男孩 新

  “?……????”


  父親???倒?血泊??男孩?腦??同瞬?回血?般?清醒????

  ????敢相信?????己???菜刀?感覺雙????

  “砰……叮.……”菜刀???掉落????

  ?跪?????雙?顫抖??

  ????扶??己?孩??卻??敢觸碰?般?

  ??相信???己做??

  “啊???”????弓?腰?瘋狂?撕扯??己????口??吼?

  “???????辦法控製?己.……”


  父親流露??股??感??哭??哭???絕望?

  ?跪??己孩??????????按住傷口?

  男孩抬????????己?父親?

  ?雙沾滿血?臉頰??寫滿?恐懼?

  男孩?意識????退?

  “????原諒??????知?錯??”


  父親語?倫次???絕望????????孩???

  ?果??孩????????真?什?????

  ?且??????孩???最重??東西?

  “?知?????愛????……”父親語塞???本?????傷害????樣?話??再???臉??口?

  突??父親又重新拿???把掉落????菜刀?

  刀??映?父親?臉龐?

  寫滿?仇恨?

  ?恨??己?傷害??己最愛???

  ?舉??菜刀?

  男孩驚恐?瞪??雙眼?????爬?????拚命?退?

  男孩感覺父親?殺??己??第?次感覺??己離死亡??近?

  ???並????男孩??????幕???

  父親舉?菜刀??

  狠狠砍向?己?

  砍向?己?左臂?

  ??拔??帶??血肉?

  父親吃痛?緊閉?雙眼?表情顯???痛苦?

  鮮血噴湧???從???臂瘋狂滴落?

  兩???血?

  父與??血?

  ???交織?

  ?父親扭曲??容??勉強擠???絲笑容????卻?詭異?比?

  ?底什??????種疼痛?笑????

  “????????樣??原諒爸爸????”


  父親?把抱住?男孩?希望?己?胸膛?給孩??點安全感?

  ?男孩??體卻?瑟瑟?抖??怕????始?害怕?己?父親?

  父親輕吻?男孩????用?盡??柔和?話語?

  “爸爸??再?????????知????愛?……?真??愛?……”
……

  ??次事件?????幾??

  父親死????殺?

  ??己?房????根繩??掛??梁??直端端垂??

  父親?脖??套?繩???腳???根倒????板凳?

  因?窒息死亡?原因????容?經扭曲?

  雙眼?似?奪眶???嘴巴???張??乞求?空?進入?

  父親死??仍??死?瞑目?

  ?同驗證??話?般???死????????命終結???己????

  ?留??信?字跡??工整?

  ???????寫信??候?腦??清醒?

  內容???簡單?

  ‘??敢活????怕再次傷害???孩?’


  ‘?愛?’


  滿滿?父愛?

  男孩?沉默?讓眾?感???絲?怕?

  ??象??死??男????父親?靈堂??樣?

  ???男????男孩?????表情?

  ????擔憂???男孩?

  ????同??詛咒????????男孩?

  ???知?

  ?男孩?母親卻?哭???傷??幾????母親消瘦????

  接???又??場葬禮?

  ??月???村?舉行?兩場葬禮?

  ???於同?家?

  顯?沉重?比?村民?覺??村?肯定???幹淨?東西?

  張家??倒黴??邪??

  ??紛紛離??村莊????勸??張家僅剩?幾??趕緊搬離吧?

  母親??決定?等?男??葬禮結束?她??離???傷????活??繼續?

  她?帶??己?孩???始新??活?

  ???她?確?傷??她?幾日?守?棺材?希望?????????男?幾眼?

  畢竟?等??葬??

  ?再???機???

  靈堂??男孩哭??母親?哭??傷??

  ??結束?父親??葬?

  ??夜??母親??男孩?房??

  “孩???爸爸?叫???”


  母親激動???她兩步??男孩?床??她雙眼又重新煥???光?

  ???她?言語??駭??

  父親?經死??幾???怎??叫???

  男孩??母親??又嚐??恐懼?滋味?

  夜深?靜??刻?憑借朦朧?月光???母親??張激動?比?臉?

  顯盡?詭異?

  “?????????見見???”母親接??口??

  男孩怕????經失?父親?????再失??己?親?母親?

  ?從?????懂事?孩???於父母?話言聽計從????次????母親?吼?從未???歇斯底??

  “爸爸?經死????經死??”


  男孩企圖喚醒?知?怎???母親??怕母親做?傻事?

  “胡????死????離????????回????回?找???家團聚??”母親訓斥?男孩??像?責罵男孩?懂事????該??話?

  男孩?抽噎??忍?住哭?聲?

  ?幾???流?淚?經夠???經曆?絕望??夠???

  ?真???再?任何意外??

  “媽??醒醒?爸爸?經???”男孩?聲音帶?梗咽?顯????像??乞求?

  母親?臉色?變?她??己?孩???失望?她????

  “?忘記?爸爸????????養????年?竟?養???????眼狼”


  “????爸爸?????管???????找?爸爸???候?讓?爸爸回?收拾??”


  母親?????辱罵?真狠?己怎????????兒??

  “求求??……???……求?……求求……”男孩趴?床沿??聲音顯???????受傷??臂????垂????

  母親再??理?男孩????????門?狠狠?關??門?

  男孩趕緊????追????

  “媽媽??怕黑???哪????錯??????先回???”


  寂靜?夜?男孩?聲音?回蕩?

  男孩跟丟?母親?

  驚動?村民??村民連忙?床?打?火把?始幫忙尋找?男孩?母親?

  ????影?完全?知?母親??向??

  直??色朦朧.……

  母親?屍體?找??……