第十八章 男孩

  “?……????”


  父親???倒?血泊??男孩?腦??同瞬?回血?般?清醒????

  ????敢相信?????己???菜刀?感覺雙????

  “砰……叮.……”菜刀???掉落????

  ?跪?????雙?顫抖??

  ????扶??己?孩??卻??敢觸碰?般?

  ??相信???己做??

  “啊???”????弓?腰?瘋狂?撕扯??己????口??吼?

  “???????辦法控製?己.……”


  父親流露??股??感??哭??哭???絕望?

  ?跪??己孩??????????按住傷口?

  男孩抬????????己?父親?

  ?雙沾滿血?臉頰??寫滿?恐懼?

  男孩?意識????退?

  “????原諒??????知?錯??”


  父親語?倫次???絕望????????孩???

  ?果??孩????????真?什?????

  ?且??????孩???最重??東西?

  “?知?????愛????……”父親語塞???本?????傷害????樣?話??再???臉??口?

  突??父親又重新拿???把掉落????菜刀?

  刀??映?父親?臉龐?

  寫滿?仇恨?

  ?恨??己?傷害??己最愛???

  ?舉??菜刀?

  男孩驚恐?瞪??雙眼?????爬?????拚命?退?

  男孩感覺父親?殺??己??第?次感覺??己離死亡??近?

  ???並????男孩??????幕???

  父親舉?菜刀??

  狠狠砍向?己?

  砍向?己?左臂?

  ??拔??帶??血肉?

  父親吃痛?緊閉?雙眼?表情顯???痛苦?

  鮮血噴湧???從???臂瘋狂滴落?

  兩???血?

  父與??血?

  ???交織?

  ?父親扭曲??容??勉強擠???絲笑容????卻?詭異?比?

  ?底什??????種疼痛?笑????

  “????????樣??原諒爸爸????”


  父親?把抱住?男孩?希望?己?胸膛?給孩??點安全感?

  ?男孩??體卻?瑟瑟?抖??怕????始?害怕?己?父親?

  父親輕吻?男孩????用?盡??柔和?話語?

  “爸爸??再?????????知????愛?……?真??愛?……”
……

  ??次事件?????幾??

  父親死????殺?

  ??己?房????根繩??掛??梁??直端端垂??

  父親?脖??套?繩???腳???根倒????板凳?

  因?窒息死亡?原因????容?經扭曲?

  雙眼?似?奪眶???嘴巴???張??乞求?空?進入?

  父親死??仍??死?瞑目?

  ?同驗證??話?般???死????????命終結???己????

  ?留??信?字跡??工整?

  ???????寫信??候?腦??清醒?

  內容???簡單?

  ‘??敢活????怕再次傷害???孩?’


  ‘?愛?’


  滿滿?父愛?

  男孩?沉默?讓眾?感???絲?怕?

  ??象??死??男????父親?靈堂??樣?

  ???男????男孩?????表情?

  ????擔憂???男孩?

  ????同??詛咒????????男孩?

  ???知?

  ?男孩?母親卻?哭???傷??幾????母親消瘦????

  接???又??場葬禮?

  ??月???村?舉行?兩場葬禮?

  ???於同?家?

  顯?沉重?比?村民?覺??村?肯定???幹淨?東西?

  張家??倒黴??邪??

  ??紛紛離??村莊????勸??張家僅剩?幾??趕緊搬離吧?

  母親??決定?等?男??葬禮結束?她??離???傷????活??繼續?

  她?帶??己?孩???始新??活?

  ???她?確?傷??她?幾日?守?棺材?希望?????????男?幾眼?

  畢竟?等??葬??

  ?再???機???

  靈堂??男孩哭??母親?哭??傷??

  ??結束?父親??葬?

  ??夜??母親??男孩?房??

  “孩???爸爸?叫???”


  母親激動???她兩步??男孩?床??她雙眼又重新煥???光?

  ???她?言語??駭??

  父親?經死??幾???怎??叫???

  男孩??母親??又嚐??恐懼?滋味?

  夜深?靜??刻?憑借朦朧?月光???母親??張激動?比?臉?

  顯盡?詭異?

  “?????????見見???”母親接??口??

  男孩怕????經失?父親?????再失??己?親?母親?

  ?從?????懂事?孩???於父母?話言聽計從????次????母親?吼?從未???歇斯底??

  “爸爸?經死????經死??”


  男孩企圖喚醒?知?怎???母親??怕母親做?傻事?

  “胡????死????離????????回????回?找???家團聚??”母親訓斥?男孩??像?責罵男孩?懂事????該??話?

  男孩?抽噎??忍?住哭?聲?

  ?幾???流?淚?經夠???經曆?絕望??夠???

  ?真???再?任何意外??

  “媽??醒醒?爸爸?經???”男孩?聲音帶?梗咽?顯????像??乞求?

  母親?臉色?變?她??己?孩???失望?她????

  “?忘記?爸爸????????養????年?竟?養???????眼狼”


  “????爸爸?????管???????找?爸爸???候?讓?爸爸回?收拾??”


  母親?????辱罵?真狠?己怎????????兒??

  “求求??……???……求?……求求……”男孩趴?床沿??聲音顯???????受傷??臂????垂????

  母親再??理?男孩????????門?狠狠?關??門?

  男孩趕緊????追????

  “媽媽??怕黑???哪????錯??????先回???”


  寂靜?夜?男孩?聲音?回蕩?

  男孩跟丟?母親?

  驚動?村民??村民連忙?床?打?火把?始幫忙尋找?男孩?母親?

  ????影?完全?知?母親??向??

  直??色朦朧.……

  母親?屍體?找??……